The Daily Grind and More

So for the month of September I am working an extra two days a week at work. Now I work 12hr days and I work at a prison so it's not like any other job and these extra days are during the day and my regular schedule is at night so I've been switching back and forth which is weird and difficult. I can't really complain because I get an extra 60 hours of overtime on the next two paychecks which will pay off two credit cards and I will e able to get my new computer!!! Yay!!! We are trying to get out of debt before we move to Tucson in January so I gotta work my butt off. Josh is doing well in school, this is his first semester taking classes in actual classrooms and it's not that much easier for him than the online classes plus these classes are the normal semester long classes which gives him more time to waste and procrastinate (I'm te queen of procrastination by the way so I know) whereas his online classes were shorter so he had to get his butt in gear. Oh well he's been working non-stop for the last two years almost on school and this winter break will be most welcome before he starts at U of A in January. I'm so proud of him, he's working so hard and he's getting such fantastic grades (all A's and I think 2 B's so far).
Anyway I have to work the next two days and then I have wednesday off, thank goodness. Jamie and I are going to hang out and hit up a bunch of thrift stores. I love me some thrift stores, I love the possibilities!!! I'm weird I know. But it'll be good to catch up with my sister and we can do it during the day since she quit working and became a stay at home mom, which is awesome. Oh well I guess I should go.
Happy Sunday!!!

Back to basics please...

Ok so maybe this is weird but I really want to live out in the middle of no where and just have some animals, a huge garden and just enjoy my family and be as self-sufficient as possible.

I just want to live a simpler life, there is too much wickedness in this world and I know that we are supposed to "live in the world but not of the world" but I just don't want my children to have to grow up with such evil, I want to protect their innocence with all that I have. I don't by any means want my children to be naive but I want them to be virtuous and innocent. I want to focus on improving my sewing skills especially in quilting, and clothes. I also want to learn to make bread from scratch and learn to can vegetables and meat.

I asked Josh for a dehydrator for Christmas, kind of a weird thing I know but I want to be able to preserve food for long term storage so that we can be more prepared for when things get really bad. I don't want to be a fear monger but things are getting worse, not just wickedness but catastrophes and weather changes and we need to be ready.

I'm also very ready for colder weather to come. Josh and I have been talking about Medical schools to apply to and places we could live. Both of us have Seasonal Deffective Disorder, we both get really depressed when the sun doesn't shine and soak up the Vitamin D. Josh is worse than I so with him in school it's important that he be in the right frame of mind. We both are wanting seasons, I miss Fall. I miss that crisp weather, the leaves changing, the coolness, the fog in the mornings.

Well enough of my ramblings I'm gonna go make some snack bags for our nursery kids.

Finally a new post right?

Well yeah I know it's been forever since I have written. But things have been busy what with work and figuring out how to have a life and work nights, and our new fabulous callings in the nursery!!!! (I know I thought the same thing, Josh in the Nursery??? But he's actually really good with the kids. I think we'll be fine.) Working in the prison has been very interesting..... I don't have to stand there if someone is cussing me out or complaining, in fact I can refuse to treat them if I feel like I am in danger, and lets face it I work on the Maximum Security of the prison and at night I am responsible for the entire complex, my life is always in danger. But it's really not that bad, I actually like it. It makes me think, use my skills and my assessment skills have gone through the roof. As weird of a start as it is, I think this is the best place for me. I'm excited to see what happens next.

But anyway Josh and I went on a real date tonight!!!Can you guess where we went??


We haven't been able to go out in a long time and thanks to Groupon and their $15 bowling deal, we had a lovly evening out bowling and then Josh got a coupon for Quiznos so thats what we had for dinner. I had a great time and just wanted to share a few pics from our night.












See Ya Later!!!!

My search is OVER!!!!! For now atleast.

So I got a job!!!! Hopefully I will be starting my first nursing position on the
25th of April. I have been waiting so long for this time and I'm so grateful to my Heavenly Father for blessing me so abundantly these past 5 months. It's been really hard, and our bank account is proof of that. These have been the hardest 5 months of our marraige actually. We've had our arguments about finances, the job search, my manager who didn't hire me and everything above multiple times. We have prayed and fasted multiple times as well. I was so confused because I thought I would just slide into a position at the hospital I work at so easily but it didn't work out that way and I think I know atleast one reason why..... These may have been some of the hardest times in our marraige but we also haven't been closer to each other or to Heavenly Father. In our struggles we have had to really rely on each other and especially God. He has taken such amazing care of us that it truley is a miracle we haven't defaulted on some of our bills. Ok so I bet you are wondering where I got the position??? I'm am the newest Registered Nurse at the ...........................
Arizona State Prison Complex!!!!! Weird right??? Not exactly where I thought I would start out my career but you know it kind of fits. In the past 5 years all the really good things that have happened on my life started out really weirdly. So I'm happy to start and anxious to see what the future holds, Heavenly Father has done beautifully thus far, I can only imagine the wonderful things he has in store for us.

Part of the rat race

I've been working at the hospital for 4 years now and aside from the fact that I really do enjoy working with my co-workers, I have stayed for the exact moment when I graduted form nursing school and would be ready to take my place as a new grad RN on my floor and be able to have a job. Well that time has come and I've been passed over for a new grad position and I don't know why. There are a lot of rumors going around but I've decided that I'm above rumors and I have more grace and diginity than to be bitter and upset any longer(which I have been since I found out). So now I join the almost 1500 new graduates searching for a nursing job in the great state of Arizona. Let the games begin!!!

Gone but not for long.

My grandmother passed away on sunday afternoon. My grandma was one of those lady's that you'd like to be when you are 83 years old, she didn't take crap from nobody, very loving, aware of how she looked, loved to eat sweets, super sarcastic and encouraging. She has been battling Macular Degeneration for years now and she had such bad spinal stenosis that she was in so much pain. I hated seeing her in pain and hearing her talk about the things she couldn't do anymore. She has been through just about everything, lost two sons, survived an abusive marriage, wars, poverty, and so much more.

She truly is an inspiration to me and I will miss her forever. We wanted her to wait to see her great grandchildren but she was ready to go on the next level and go back home. She was however here to see me graduate from school, something she has been waiting for, and she was able to meet the little girl my sister and brother in law are going to adopt. She's amazing and one amazing thing I will be able to do for her in a year is her temple work. I have talked to her many times about the church and she was completely agaianst the church but now that she is able to see things a little clearer maybe she will be more willing to learn more. I'll just do the work just in case and she can decide for herself whether she wants to accept the gospel or not. I hope she will accept and I will be able to spend eternity with my loving grandmother. I love you and miss you always!!! See you soon!!!!